Sorry it has been so long since I posted.
I have been busy doing everything and nothing at all. As some of you know at the moment I do not have a day job, so I have been spending time adjusting to my new life. Concentrating on me and my kids, trying to write but failing miserably.
I have three months to make my next deadline, then six months after that to write and entire book! I shouldn’t be panicking quite yet. But…
I wonder if I will make it past this block. At this moment I just have no desire to write. I have forced myself to sit and write and the story comes so that can’t be considered a traditional writers block. The block is getting my ass in the chair. 🙁
No that isn’t it either. It is opening the damn doc and writing.
I find myself sitting down and analyzing my feelings about how I want to move forward when I start looking for a day job… About my kids… About where I will look to buy a house when I move from this rented home. I find myself day dreaming about living life now that I have free time to do so.
Another issue….I Love and Hate IM.
It is addictive. I was told once in a class I took on communication that a study in Japan showed that hitting the send button on TM or IM released a small amount of (I think it was) adrenaline. Because of that people get a high and feel good from doing it. I know I am hooked. I think that when I get my new computer I will not install Yahoo IM for a bit and see how hard it is not to IM my friends.
Anyway hope you are all well.