Well I survived Valentines Day.
Today was the first Vday in a long time that I didn’t have a date and didn’t receive a flower. My kids and Nanny provided chocolate so I did celebrate a bit with them. Though there was no romantic love to have a drink with and fall into wild passionate kinky sex with after the kids were in bed.
Being a Romance Author, this day holds a bit of appeal to me. So I awoke this AM thinking Red, yes I must wear red today. I pulled out one of my matching pairs of red bra and undies, knowing full well no one would see them. But you know just wearing them I felt sexy, romantic. So this was a valentine to me. lol. Next went on the thigh highs, black skirt, girly red top and patent leather high heals. Top that off with some nice red lipstick and I was out the door. Feeling good… feeling romantic….feeling sexy.
I got to work and went through my day putting fire after fire out. Work has gotten insane…. But that is another story for another time…. I talked to my friends wished them happy V-days and things are good.
Picked up the kids had dinner, laughed and giggled, then put them to bed. The day flew by.
Now I sit, trying to decide if I should log in to work and finish the tests I was working on today or start on that story I really want to write. The problem is… IT IS VALENTINES DAY. Shouldn’t I be with a guy doing what the characters in my books do? Sure I wish I was. Even know what guy I want to be with…
But you know, I’m okay. This is okay.
So I popped open a beer, opened up some of the chocolate my kids gave me, and I’m settling in to write that novella I have been wanting to spend time on.
I am celebrating this day with me… It is not ideal, but I’m okay with that.
Happy Valentines Day!
Hugs and Kisses,